i’m gonna stop liveblogging my freshman year of college journals because i don’t think anyone cares but me
just gonna say though that i really wish i had someone close enough to me to share this all withInfo
shout out to parker, a dude from my high school latin class that i actually liked and who asked me on multiple dates but i was completely clueless about it until this very momentInfo
2008 me described mixtapewormhole as “absolutely hysterical with stellar taste in music”Info
"i noticed my sister had left the room, she was crying because she missed nick. between seeing her so upset and my own hurt i started bawling. my dad came in and asked what was wrong, and we sat there in silence for a few minutes until i could reply, ‘we’re heartbroken on christmas and it it sucks.’"Info
"today is the first day i have gone twenty-four hours without speaking to him since the first day he really hurt me and just seeing him made my blood stop flowing and just sway in my veins. i’m not totally okay with it, but i did not go into a fit like i was the first few nights of break. i want to sleep but i’m not tired anymore, just overtired. christmas eve is tonight. it seems odd."Info
reading through my journal entries from december 2008 - june 2009 because i’m gonna start writing in that journal again. i think i’m in a very similar place mentally and i want to be able to contrast and compare. i’m rereading the old entries and
23. nbnj's anime authority. guitar solo enthusiast. classicist / slacker. i play bass in a band called pebbles.