you might wonder why i’m an asshole. i wonder why i’m so uptight. i wonder why i don’t just chill out, and learn how to have a good time. but sometimes i’m scared right out of my mind, and sometimes i just get angry, because i’ve been let down by the people that i love but i will not let down the people who love me.
stole mandy’s idea, my top 25 artists for the year. i’m not making a top albums list though because i don’t even think i liked that many records this year, welp.
and i want to look at you, lying down on my front lawn. i’ll try to take you all in at once, but you just go on and on and on.
“Christmas Lights” by Paul Baribeau
“I never feel better after I cry.
I spent six months of my life just wanting to die.
I am learning how to be alone without being lonely,
learning how to be lonely without losing my mind.”
Paul Baribeau - Like Bells
It’s cold out, but it’s warm in your arms
And right now, I can’t ask for anything more
Paul Baribeau - Strawberry
This song can make me cry happytears.